im stil sick. haven not recovered yet. flu, cough and swelling of gum n jaw. think im too heaty. the swell make me have difficulties in openin my mouth. eating, drinkin and talking is a PAIN now! haiz. hope i get well soon.

stil got two more papers to go. im tired. really tired. shakehead.

stil got 15more days of waiting.

puri, i have alot of wishes for you to help me. bless me for 2 more papers, bless me that i get well soon, bless hubby in TW. muack.

gonna mug mug mug soon. god, give me the strength and intelligence to pass my exams with fly colours. plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~~~~

pen down at 12:37 PM

last night i bid goodbye to my love. he went taiwan for 3weeks army training. i though i will be okay since i was fine and emotionally okay when he was having 2weeks confinement in tekong during his BMT. but now obviously im not okay. distance really make a difference in everything. even though we are both under the same sky and walking on the same earth but the distance now is so much further than tekong. distance make the heart grow fonder and deeper.

luckily, now is exam period. at least mugging distract my thoughts away from him. but when it come to night time, my heart feel so insecure and lost. tonight seems like going to rain and this make me feel worst. undescribable feeling.

puri, bless me for my upcoming exams and bless hubby too, that everything goes smoothly over his side and he will be back asap, safe and sound.

pen down at 10:50 PM

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the weather nowadays is so damn bloody fucking hot la!!! with my tons of revision to catch up, all these make me so damn bloody pek chek. i starting to have fucking moodswings again. sooner or later, i will sink into depression. FUCK!

the weather so fucking hot and i need to switch on the fan when i study. but when i on the fan, all the notes keep flying here and there and those eraser debris (whatever fuck u call that) keep flying around and fall onto the floor. FUCK! which means i need to clean the floor after i study. to stop the notes from flying, i need to put my water bottle or whatever, over it to stop it from flipping and flying. this is so damn inconvenient la! i cover it with things and i cannot see the notes properly when i taking down notes. FUCK!

whatever it is, life is so fucked up now.

FUCK!

why cant my house have a bloody air-conditioner? fuck

imma time bomb now. so pls beware of me.

pen down at 10:36 AM