hey yea! back again to rant =) tml holiday. yeah! haha. hmm i miss my bed =(.

thrusday went dinner with my collagues. went to eat crabbie =). delicious!!! i love it man. too bad, never take down photos on those yummys. heez. slurp!!

saturday was mahjong day. 咸鱼翻身 反败为胜. heez. initially, mi n hubby lost abt 15 to 20 bucks. lucky me won back all those that we lost. in the end we won abt 40cents. LOL. haha. yeah! im late game hero. haha. =D

ytd suppose that i need to go for a dental appointment but i cancelled my dental appointment for wisdom tooth extraction coz im so scare. timid me. another reason is that it's too exp. 300buck at least. OMG. so exp. =(

NUS letter stil not here yet to report to my letterbox =(. bless mi pls. O.O

puri, love u. hug. bless me. cya

pen down at 8:54 AM

yoz. back. feeling better =) whew. bad days had gone and trouble had subsided finally. some. LOL


learnt this phrase in the pic above. what it says is true. tt's what life is all about.

receive one of the letter. NTU. i got into material engi. going to appeal for it. only hope now is NUS. but the chances are is very little. juz hope that appeal works. Chem Eng - my goal. work so hard for the past 5sems just to push my GPA higher. hopefully my effort didnt go down the drain. God bless me! Bo Bi ar!!! Guan Ying Ma, Bo Bi!!!

hubby's NS stuffs and his router tingy had settle them ytd already. finally. haha.

ytd, the porta cabin kid (jy, gz and me), we created a 'miracle'. haha. consider it a silly act ma? we walk from Seraya to the mid road. gosh. tired. haha.

feel like goin for a drink someday. BluJaz ^^

update soon again. love ya puri. bless me =)

pen down at 11:03 AM

grumble ramble time. haiz. life simply sucks. miserable life

im so damn 'sensitive' now. thinkin too much lately. haiz. need to revive the happy me again.

i feel so insignificant in others' life. mayb in a few years time, when my name 'yaling' resound in others' mind again, it juz give them a vague and distant impression. will 'yaling' slowly fade away in others' memories. i know tt im not important, be it then. you may ask me y i feel so? all thing accumulated together and made me feel so.

till now i stil haven receive any letter from either uni. im scare. hmm. most of the ppl had receive it already. when will it be my turn to receive these letters? even one will do. anixety is building up each day. everyday when i open my letterbox, im hoping for these letters. but everyday, i close the letterbox back in disappointment. is there any glimmer of hope for me to get into uni?

hubby received his NS letter ytd. it states that he did not attain a silver in his NAFA. gosh. he did attain a silver!! wat wrong with the system in CMPB? they asked him to go down personally to CMBP and verify to in them black n white tt he did attain a silver. hubby's mood aint good. i understand. im as fed-up as he is. but need to cool down and go home find the cert out. by hook or by crook, we need to find tt cert.

puri, pray for me. help me. need to resolve those prob that need to resolve. wan to resolve them asap.

• pray that hubby and i can find his NAFA's cert by tonight so that he can go down to CMPB tml.
• pray that i'll receive my uni letters soon, and hopefully it states that im accepted into the courses that i wan.

hopefully, im able to blog with a grin on face in my next entry and by then, all these prob had been resolved. puri bless mi pls? god bless mi too pls?

pen down at 10:32 AM

ranting time! lol. haha. im so tired. argh~!

every morning i need to drag myself out of my bed. juz cant resist my cosy bed. i need more slp! so tired. cant wait for holidays and weekends to come. the long travelling time reali make me so tired. everyday, im counting the minutes and seconds to my pay day. money is the only reason to make me motivated. haha. ($_$). geez. need to pamper myself when i got my pay. LOL. haha. for last month pay, i pamper myself by buying and shopping online for clothes and stuffs ^^. this month, im goin to pamper myself by treating myself some hearty meals. heez. but im on diet. how? :S:S. i crave for the baked rice set from Restaurant in the Square which is at sentosa, Swedish meatball from Ikea's restaurant and lastly, prata. sob sob.

somebody out there help me pls. save me from this misery of wakin up early in the morn when everyone is in their dreams. every little tins in life is affecting me. juz need a break, from everytin, be it work or life. driving me crazy.

haiz.

pen down at 8:33 AM

rant rant rant abt me and my life. =)

why am i feeling so nostalgic lately? gosh. sometimes, tinking of the past, all those memories juz make me wanna cry. *sob.

ytd went to orchard with hubby. went to collect the books that i had reserved in Kinokuniya. went to eat pepper luch with hubby. i told him,'it's been a long time since we ate out alone in such environment. a reali so-called restaurant.' haha.

started reading 'A Place called Here'. it's a story abt a lady who keep losing little thing in her life and when she grown up she got herself a job that had a work scope of finding missing people. her little things in life that she lost cant b found anywhere, and she alwayz wonder where they go when she cant find them. she felt that people and things juz cant reali vanished into thin air, but where had they went to?
have you ever had a feeling like this? searching for missing things in life?

i missing everyone in the world now. my sec frenz and poly frenz. it's another phase in life and we are all busy with our own things. jiemei, JSC and peeps, i missing all this ppl. love.

everytime i used these words,'it's been a long time..', i'll tink of the past. think of the things i did and also those i nv had a chance to do. i've missed out so many things in life. do i get to those that i nv fulfill in my life? do i have a chance again? for some, i nv had a chance anymore. regreted. hope that in the future, i will not add more regrets in life.

gtg love. muack

pen down at 11:20 AM

back again to rant about my life. haha =)

life is as boring as usual. work. eat. sleep. LOL. haha. recently i picked up my reading habit back. haha. juz finished one book of Celia Ahern. her story is reali nice. haha.

these are the books that i had finished reading. 'Where Rinbows End' is the book that i have just finished readin on. the very first book fo hers that i read on is 'P.S I Love You'. it is a veri nice book. touching story that made me cry even i was reading it. haha. after reading 'P.S I Love You', i continued on a second of hers, 'If You Could See Me Now'. nice story also. thumb up. =)can say that im a fan of her novel. the next book that im goin to read is her ' Place called Here'. i've reserved the book in Kinokuniya already. *wink


another book that i've reserved tgt with the above book, is 'Word Power made Easy' by Norman Lewis. this book is recommended by one of my Saviour. my Saviour came from a chinese school but his english is superb. haha. he told me that how he improve his english is through this book. so im goin to try on this book to improve my english. whether it works on me or not, let's see how it goes. pray hard that i dont stop learning it half way through. haha


reading books lighten my day a little at least, from all this work in office. haha. gtg. love.

pen down at 9:28 AM

back =)

Thursday
went back to sch after i went to the bank. walking down the same path that i had always walked since the past 3years, but the feeling is different.
my status had changed.
goin back to sch as a student and as a to-be grad is totally different.
i'd grown up.
old.
i missed sch days.
so much memories left behind back there.
JSC and peeps.

poly life changed me.

when i first came in, i met hn then jy.
we formed our own gang, JSC.
alot of memories formed with them.

i met hubby during my poly life too.
alot of tins happened back then.
threatening stuffs and so on.

after which i met gela, pang and susu.
gela's silly act in the toilet is still floating in my mind now and then, and i will smile at myself becoz of tt incident.
haha.

so much memories.
how can i not miss?

so much memories and also regrets.
life.
life is full of memories and regrets.
every now and then, when im lying on my bed b4 i slp, i will tink of the past, tink of those memories.
i missed them.

sch life are much better than working life.
sch life is where ppl are so innocent and naive but in working life is totally the opposite.
ppl backstabbed and hurt each other.
one of my Saviour told me, such ppl will excel in industry especially.
really?
do one really need to b ruthless to climb high?

Friday
when i went back to work on friday, Sup asked me to work OT.
yup, i did.
i worked until 7plus on friday, trying to finish up the work.
sadly, i din finish up.

sitting in the bus stop outside of company, the sky is clear but turning nite soon.
sun had set.
it's been a long time since i had stay in jurong island until dawn.
and that was back in CPTC where we had our training till nite.

i missed those days in CPTC too.
playing around and having fun during our training.
Mr Tan and kian wee, are the best trainer to me.
haha.
all these were back then.
no more existing.
all are juz the past and only live in my memories.

i missed those days. if time could reverse back to then, i will do wateva i could do so that i leave no regrets in life. too much regret. the world had changed so much, so do i. changed for the good or bad?

pen down at 11:40 AM