have not finish the most difficult assignment which is due next week. presentation is on next wed and my part of slides need to be amend. exam are near. cant catch with my plan. these are part of the reasons of my stress and moodswing.

another reason is that someone is challenging my tolerance. that person likes walking on a thin line. i try to hold my anger so as not to make things worst. please come to some sense.

i blow my top and vent it on my half-innocent bro. he come to disturb me at the wrong moment. the word 'sorry' seems so difficult for me to tell him.

im in a big mess now. cant control myself now and im not thinking rationally. i hate this life. it sucks to max. someone please save me out of this!!!

pen down at 10:36 PM

CAs and more CAs. after that, break? NO!!! Exams are coming. sigh. im suffocating with all these CAs, assignments and reports and upcoming exams!!! im tired, really tired. i need to have my getaway asap. looking forward to my getaway trip in May =D that's the only thing that keep me moving on now.

having PMS now. sigh. that's why i cant bottled up things in me now. i need to un-bottled it!!! i need to rant it out here!!! but can i?! heck care. whatever.
- to someone: pls grow up!!! u are so childish!!! how old are you already?! stop growing under the wings of your parents and OTHERS and be independent! have your own thinking la!!! live for yourself. your little actions irritate me! being alone will die is it?

pen down at 9:59 PM