this is not a nice week for me.

sucky.

pen down at 4:51 PM

next time pls check everything and make sure YOU have enough evidence to state your pt. do not anyhow incriminate people even though im just a student. damn pissed! no mood to elaborate what happen. arghhhh

W helped to clear the mist in this incident, if not sup will have a wrong idea of everything. but stil hope it do not affect my result. if not, i'll condemn YOU!

pen down at 10:27 AM

miscommunication?

or is it one of us forgot wat we've said?

next time record the whole conversation down.

pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssseddddddddddddddddd

pen down at 11:23 AM

celebrate our 4th yr anni early this year. went to habourfront cetre yesterday for dim sam buffet at dragon gate restaurant. yummy =) bought a couple watch. Levis this time.

time flies so fast. it's already 4 yrs. more to come =)

pen down at 10:16 AM

i seriously sick. sick emotionally and mentally. my moodswing is extreme. sooner or later i'll get depression. LOL.

anyway, i'm fine now =)

bless me puri. hug

pen down at 12:24 PM

everything is fine now. it is the problem with me being to sensitive and think things too complicated.

everytime something bad happen, it is always my fault. that's what i feel. it seems like whatever things that ppl do and for the same thing i do, the outcome is different. if i did that, i will be my fault and they are not at fault. WTH. YOU know what i mean. i dunno why at this point of moment, i feel that my life is so fucked up for the whole 21 years. sick of life. i'm tired of living. i always wish that i'm better off dead. the best ending for everyone and myself. human live to suffer. i used to think that if i think more optimistic and be more happy and habour more hope in life, things will be better and life will be better. it seems like it's all bullshit.

OK! i dunno what am i talking about. i'm out of my mind. Ciao!

pen down at 10:26 PM

i dunno what happen or did i did anything wrong. it seems like she is having grudges with me. even though she is not a really close friend nor direct colleague, but it bothers me when she treat me this way. i just merely ask her if she feels it nervous or scare when talkin to her big boss and she answered me,' why do i have to be scare? i did not do anything wrong or hurt anyone. why should i be?' she glare at me with a you-know-what-bad-things-you-did-to-me look when she answering me. i'm kind of taken aback. and out of nowhere, she telling us that she warned her cousin when he went out to work or be an entrepreneur, he should not do anything bad or harm anyone in order to survive. it seems no link to me and what she say seems to have hidden meaning. i asked BL if she feel that she acting weird lately but BL feels ok and BL told me that she is like that, a veri 'straight' person. i find it funny. i've been with her for lunch for almost 3months and it's the first time she's acting like tt. am i too sensitive or there's really some misunderstanding between us? or maybe i should not bother about this as i did not wrong to her nor anyone. 问心无愧.

puri bless me. love. ease my trouble and upset away.

pen down at 9:39 AM