back to rave.

sch started already. feel abit lost. think due to the new lifestyle. need time to adjust myself. so far all the lessons i attended are stil ok. im stil able to cope them. haven start to do my tutorial. starting them this weekends i promise. need to work real hard. luckily, got some frens with me in the same course. liting will be my buddy for the rest of this 3years. haha. she's a nice gal. very helpful. glad to know her. not forgetting lili also. my classmate in poly. she's a nice lady too. im so lucky!! =)

hubby book in last nite. wont be out until next week. he's having his field camp tml. goddess mercy pls bless him safe and sound. poor baby. i have belief in you that you will make it thru. jia you.

feelin so upset now. war at home. bro n dad. haiz. just dunno wat to say. fate and destiny brought them together but leaving their bond in gulf apart. dunno who to blame. guess each of them have a part to play esp granny. honestly speaking, i hate granny. bcoz of her, so many uproar and turmoil had been created. even now she doesnt live with us but the roots of all this uproar and turmoil are stil within us. bro become like that all bcoz of her. mayb partly is dad's fault. but what dad's become also bcoz of granny. so it all boils down to granny's fault. but sometime, i cannot enudre my heart to hate her. haiz. just dunno what to do. just hope that things will get better between bro and dad. i wish that they cld talk things out peacefully. goddess mercy bless them pls.

goin off to prepare for sch. travel 1hour and 15mins to sch just for 1hour lect today. ZzZ. meeting sweetie later. we heading vivo to find my Reese's peanut butter cup :)

cya soon puri. pray and bless everyone around me k?

pen down at 11:34 AM