rant rant rant abt me and my life. =)

why am i feeling so nostalgic lately? gosh. sometimes, tinking of the past, all those memories juz make me wanna cry. *sob.

ytd went to orchard with hubby. went to collect the books that i had reserved in Kinokuniya. went to eat pepper luch with hubby. i told him,'it's been a long time since we ate out alone in such environment. a reali so-called restaurant.' haha.

started reading 'A Place called Here'. it's a story abt a lady who keep losing little thing in her life and when she grown up she got herself a job that had a work scope of finding missing people. her little things in life that she lost cant b found anywhere, and she alwayz wonder where they go when she cant find them. she felt that people and things juz cant reali vanished into thin air, but where had they went to?
have you ever had a feeling like this? searching for missing things in life?

i missing everyone in the world now. my sec frenz and poly frenz. it's another phase in life and we are all busy with our own things. jiemei, JSC and peeps, i missing all this ppl. love.

everytime i used these words,'it's been a long time..', i'll tink of the past. think of the things i did and also those i nv had a chance to do. i've missed out so many things in life. do i get to those that i nv fulfill in my life? do i have a chance again? for some, i nv had a chance anymore. regreted. hope that in the future, i will not add more regrets in life.

gtg love. muack

pen down at 11:20 AM