grumble ramble time. haiz. life simply sucks. miserable life

im so damn 'sensitive' now. thinkin too much lately. haiz. need to revive the happy me again.

i feel so insignificant in others' life. mayb in a few years time, when my name 'yaling' resound in others' mind again, it juz give them a vague and distant impression. will 'yaling' slowly fade away in others' memories. i know tt im not important, be it then. you may ask me y i feel so? all thing accumulated together and made me feel so.

till now i stil haven receive any letter from either uni. im scare. hmm. most of the ppl had receive it already. when will it be my turn to receive these letters? even one will do. anixety is building up each day. everyday when i open my letterbox, im hoping for these letters. but everyday, i close the letterbox back in disappointment. is there any glimmer of hope for me to get into uni?

hubby received his NS letter ytd. it states that he did not attain a silver in his NAFA. gosh. he did attain a silver!! wat wrong with the system in CMPB? they asked him to go down personally to CMBP and verify to in them black n white tt he did attain a silver. hubby's mood aint good. i understand. im as fed-up as he is. but need to cool down and go home find the cert out. by hook or by crook, we need to find tt cert.

puri, pray for me. help me. need to resolve those prob that need to resolve. wan to resolve them asap.

• pray that hubby and i can find his NAFA's cert by tonight so that he can go down to CMPB tml.
• pray that i'll receive my uni letters soon, and hopefully it states that im accepted into the courses that i wan.

hopefully, im able to blog with a grin on face in my next entry and by then, all these prob had been resolved. puri bless mi pls? god bless mi too pls?

pen down at 10:32 AM