simplicity

wishes

2010-06-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

i need some guidance. god please show me the path to go.

i wish tomorrow will nv come.

a new phase in life.

ponder ponder ponder time

2009-12-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

significant incident in life makes one changed

short temper
sensitive
insecure
is what i am now

no longer independent
no longer able to control myself

i hate these bloody changes in me
damn it

i need tender, loving, care, attention
can anyone give me those for 24/7?

2009-11-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

on 17th Sept 08, you left. it's already been 2 months and i stil cant get over you. i wish i could see you again. so much that i hope with tears at nights. with all those missing of you, make some of my nights insomia.

i love you, grandma.

Rest in Peace.

look openly

2009-10-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

it's the time in life to learn.
learn to '看开' in all aspects of life.

pouring

2009-10-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

9月17日

我接到了堂哥的电话.
我哭了.
无法接受这个打击.
顿时间,我不想去医院,我不想面对这个残酷的事实.
最终我还是去了.

在医院的大堂遇见了表妹,便和她一起上去病房.
出了电梯,我开始放慢脚步走在表妹后面.
我开始有逃避的心态.
再慢的脚步还是走到了病房.
我哭了.
泣不吭声.

9月18日至9月21日

惭愧的我一直逃避.
惭愧的我一直忍着不哭.

9月22日至9月26日

我还是面对不了现实.
再难受,再伤心,我都忍着泪.

9月27日

无法再控制我的眼泪.
我最终还是崩溃了.
哭着写了之前词条.

那晚,我躺在床上哭地不停.
有个很奇怪又特殊的感觉.
我很想哭,却有个莫名的力量在安抚我.
我似乎感觉到你的存在.
是你在身旁安抚着我吗?

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到现在,我还放不下你,还是接受不了你离开的事实.
遗憾和惭愧还存在我心里.
每次都怪自己为何自己那么没度量,不懂得珍惜你.

阿嬷,我想你.

crying heart

2009-09-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

每当夜晚的来临,
夜深人静,
我一个人躺在床上,
一直想着你,
心里和嘴不禁地叫着你,
泪水也不由自主地流,
我希望你能回来....

每一个晚都是这样,
含着泪水地入眠...

阿嬷,我爱你...

2009-09-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及

想回到过去, 可是已经来不及了...

happy

2009-09-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

these two days, i have been rushing from hospital to hospital. hope my effort wont go down the drain. i hope heaven can see my sincere to keep my love ones alive and strong. thank heaven that the health of ah yi and ah ma has improved. hope to see them out of SICU soon.

goddess mercy, please bless ah yi and ah ma to get well soon.

puri, please bless my family and I and people around to be healthy and strong. huggggg

chain effect

2009-09-06T10:34:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why does all bad things come together? hate this chain effect. im tired physically and mentally. sigh.

gooddess mercy, i pray that you can bless ah ma and da yi to recover soon. please bless the people around me to be healthy and safe.

puri, pray hard and bless all of us.

我后悔了..人为何要到紧要关头才会遗憾...

fragile

2009-09-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

the sight of tubes and needles all over her hurts me. i feel a sudden wrench on my heart and tears start to fall no matter how much i tried to control myself. no matter how mean she treat me in the past, i still love her although sometimes i dislike her for all the mean things she did to me. afterall, im stil part of her and her blood flow in me. now, whenever the phone rings, im afraid and scared. im stil not prepared for the bad news. God, please dont take her away.

human are so fragile especially when one grow old. hope she get better soon. God, please bless her...

puri puri, please pray hard for her and people around to be healthy. love ya. hug...

I PASSED

2009-08-08T10:12:00.001+08:00

it's been really a long long time since i've updated. im either too busy or too lazy to do so. =x opps. haha. actually for such a long time, there shld be alot to be updated about in my life but to make it simple, i'll cut it short and sweet. =D

for my 22nd birthday celebrations, they are awesome!!! thanks people for everything! love you guys deep deep ^^. another important thing to update about is..... I'VE PASSED MY TP AND GOT MY HOLY DRIVING LICENSE =D wakaka. i thought i will fail at that point of moment but im glad that i've passed =D. i thank GODS for everything. all this are happy stuff to be shared but there is a sad news to share about too. im sad that 3months holiday have come to an end. i miss those free n leisure time. it's time to get myself prepare for my upcomin battle with the books, notes, quizzes and exams. it will be my last year in NTU. i hoping that this year will be fun, enjoyable and peaceful. NO TROUBLE AND PROBLEM PLS~~ thanks in advanced *wink*.

it's time for me to get settle down with all the thing i shld do for this 'new year'. numbers of post-it notes written with tasks are at my desk now and i have only 3days to clear them. shakehead. good luck to me.

got to go puri. love ya. muack. bless me, hubby and my friends. hugs.

complicated

2009-06-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

是眼泪不争气还是泪腺坏了?
不,是我变了。
变得软弱，容易被击败
以前那坚强的我去哪了?

复杂的心情让我想买玫瑰
哪种玫瑰适合我呢?

taiwan trip

2009-05-20T08:34:00.001+08:00

im back!!! the trip was so darn fun and i did not shop enough. never get enough of it man! i stil wanna go taiwan again. wakaka!

photos will be updated in my facebook at a later time. more juicy info of the trip will be up in the next entry!

miss ya puri. muack!

own red cammy

2009-05-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

YEA!!! finally got my very own cammy. wakaka. got myself a red Canon IXUS 100IS. hehe. mum is my big sponsor. haha. love ya mum. hubby is one of the shareholder too. love ya too hubby. keke. another person to thank is my paper fish aka ZY. haha. bcoz of her, im able to get the cammy at low price with alot of freebies. wakaka.

gonna cam-whore like nobody business in my taiwan trip on tuesday. one more day to go~

puri, bless me, hubby and everyone in this taiwan trip k? wait for me to come back and share my photos k? wakaka. muack.

finally it's over

2009-05-01T11:11:00.004+08:00

yup! exams are finally over! it had been a tough month for me. nv in my life i have study until i breakdown and cry. may goddess mercy bless me that i will pass all modules with flying colours. *cross my fingers*

went to M'sia with mates right after exam on tue. had great time and great food =) bought skinfood neck cream, sunglasses, 'xiang xiang' and a cardigan. wakaka. we ate alot of yummies. *slurp slurp*.

was rotting at home on wed. 突然的空闲让我好无助,毕竟也忙了一个多月.

went to sch yesterday to meet Prof Oh for FYP discussion. he's such a nice man. gonna start my FYP on mid july. steamboat at Da Gu's house last night. yummy!!! gonna go M'sia with them tomorrow =D wakaka!

meeting 妹 later for retail therapy =D time to 宠一宠自己

puri, love ya. bless me and hubby and people around me. muack. big hug to you for always being there to listen to my rants and raves.

sick sick sick

2009-04-20T12:37:00.002+08:00

im stil sick. haven not recovered yet. flu, cough and swelling of gum n jaw. think im too heaty. the swell make me have difficulties in openin my mouth. eating, drinkin and talking is a PAIN now! haiz. hope i get well soon.

stil got two more papers to go. im tired. really tired. shakehead.

stil got 15more days of waiting.

puri, i have alot of wishes for you to help me. bless me for 2 more papers, bless me that i get well soon, bless hubby in TW. muack.

gonna mug mug mug soon. god, give me the strength and intelligence to pass my exams with fly colours. plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~~~~

2009-04-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

last night i bid goodbye to my love. he went taiwan for 3weeks army training. i though i will be okay since i was fine and emotionally okay when he was having 2weeks confinement in tekong during his BMT. but now obviously im not okay. distance really make a difference in everything. even though we are both under the same sky and walking on the same earth but the distance now is so much further than tekong. distance make the heart grow fonder and deeper.

luckily, now is exam period. at least mugging distract my thoughts away from him. but when it come to night time, my heart feel so insecure and lost. tonight seems like going to rain and this make me feel worst. undescribable feeling.

puri, bless me for my upcoming exams and bless hubby too, that everything goes smoothly over his side and he will be back asap, safe and sound.

fff

2009-04-05T10:36:00.004+08:00

*please beware of vulgarities in below text*

the weather nowadays is so damn bloody fucking hot la!!! with my tons of revision to catch up, all these make me so damn bloody pek chek. i starting to have fucking moodswings again. sooner or later, i will sink into depression. FUCK!

the weather so fucking hot and i need to switch on the fan when i study. but when i on the fan, all the notes keep flying here and there and those eraser debris (whatever fuck u call that) keep flying around and fall onto the floor. FUCK! which means i need to clean the floor after i study. to stop the notes from flying, i need to put my water bottle or whatever, over it to stop it from flipping and flying. this is so damn inconvenient la! i cover it with things and i cannot see the notes properly when i taking down notes. FUCK!

whatever it is, life is so fucked up now.

FUCK!

why cant my house have a bloody air-conditioner? fuck

imma time bomb now. so pls beware of me.

moodswing

2009-03-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

have not finish the most difficult assignment which is due next week. presentation is on next wed and my part of slides need to be amend. exam are near. cant catch with my plan. these are part of the reasons of my stress and moodswing.

another reason is that someone is challenging my tolerance. that person likes walking on a thin line. i try to hold my anger so as not to make things worst. please come to some sense.

i blow my top and vent it on my half-innocent bro. he come to disturb me at the wrong moment. the word 'sorry' seems so difficult for me to tell him.

im in a big mess now. cant control myself now and im not thinking rationally. i hate this life. it sucks to max. someone please save me out of this!!!

suffocating

2009-03-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

CAs and more CAs. after that, break? NO!!! Exams are coming. sigh. im suffocating with all these CAs, assignments and reports and upcoming exams!!! im tired, really tired. i need to have my getaway asap. looking forward to my getaway trip in May =D that's the only thing that keep me moving on now.

having PMS now. sigh. that's why i cant bottled up things in me now. i need to un-bottled it!!! i need to rant it out here!!! but can i?! heck care. whatever.
- to someone: pls grow up!!! u are so childish!!! how old are you already?! stop growing under the wings of your parents and OTHERS and be independent! have your own thinking la!!! live for yourself. your little actions irritate me! being alone will die is it?

stress?

2009-02-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

having gastric pain lately. hubby say may be im too stress. i second that. this is the first time in my life that im so stress up until it caused me to have gastric pain. shakehead. and where did my stress come from? Ans: tonnes of CAs, project report and assignments. haiz. my brain is so saturated until nothing can goes in. tired. work load are piling up and procrastination sucks.

today, on my way home from school, i saw rainbow. big big one. all the way from jurong east to kranji. at that point of moment, there's sudden surge of emotions all over me. it's the same feeling for me when im strolling on the beach and walking alone in a cold starry night. haha.

revamp my room a little just now. more to come =)

life is already so tiring and hectic for me and y am i giving myself more stupid things to concern about?! how i wish i could be indifferent towards such things. being too thoughtful in others' feeling just make one live more tiring. may be it is parts and parcels of life that human need to go through to learn. i need to learn to take things easy.

love ya puri. muack. bless me for all my piling word load.

nikon D300

2009-02-17T09:46:00.004+08:00

went to ZY house last night to view her portfoilo. it's nice man. i like those photos where she worn the wedding gown. haha. really look like wedding photo. haha. me and SM were playing with her Nikon D300 the whole night. it's AWESOME man! love to get one for myself but it's too exp. but im considering of getting Canon IXUS980. it's still out of my budget. maybe wait for the price to drop abit then decide again. =)

the power of DSLR

sharp and clear. im loving it! haha

gtg love. muack

vday

2009-02-15T16:20:00.004+08:00

i have received both of my agnes b pouch and bag =D yea! but abit 不舍得 to bring to sch. haha. mayb bring after term break or what. btw, it is one week away from term break!!! but it aint going to be a break for me. alot of revisions to be done for upcoming CAs in March and alot of projects to be completed.

i received a surprise from hubby on fri. this is what he had done.

even though some of the candles had gone off but it's still sweet and nice to me =) thanks love. muack.

below is what i had done for him as a surprise a few years back. =)

we didnt really celebrate much on sat (V day). we had dinner at Ishi Mura Japanese Food Court at northpoint.

today, we went to SSC. ate at Astons Specialities. both me and hubby love their Prime Ribeye X'tra Cut. yummy! cheap and nice =) went diaso and bought my hand cream. scatter-brained me forgot to go to Cotton On. gonna hit SSC again soon. hehe.

belated happy V day, puri. muack. bless me, hubby and all my friends. hug.

twilighter

2009-02-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

i have finished up my twilight saga!! haha. but my obsession in twilight saga did not make me meglect my studies. had my first CA of this sem on thursday. hopefully i will fare well for this CA and the upcoming ones also. need to really study very hard for this sem and the rest of the two sem. bless me =)

im so obsessed in Agnes B's bags man. ordered a clutch already, waiting for its arrival to my letterbox. currently bidding for a tote bag. hopefully i'll get it. *cross my fingers* the bidding result will be out tomorrow afternooon. wait for my good news =D

puri i love ya. bless me, hubby and my friends. muack

twilight

2009-01-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

im soooooooooooooooooooooooo obsessed in twilight series man!!!!

finish twilight in 2days and new moon in 1day. now im searching everywhere for eclipse and breaking dawn. saw on web that Kino have them but i got no time to hit the store to get them. Arghhhhhh!!! sian. how man?! how i wish Popular have them. zZz.

saw on web that new moon movie is releasing on Nov. yea!!! saw some trailer of new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn on Youtube. wonder they are the real one or not. but i brieftly read the stories of them on web, the trailers seem to match with the stories. cant wait for the movies to be out. haha

love ya puri. having test next week. bless me and people around me. muack. also, pray for me that im able to get eclipse and breaking dawn asap =)

school and IA

2009-01-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

this is the third week of school. been trying to be hardworking and keep up with my tutorials. so far so good. have been trying to attempt all tutorials. hopefully, i get more hardworking and will not skive off. haha.

IA results was out this afternoon unnoticed. my heart sunk when i saw F sms-ed me that the result was out. i just board the bus then he sms-ed me. if i were in school at that time, i will rush to library to check my result. but, too bad. i was so nervous, restless and anxious on my way back home. i think that i am greedy. i was hoping and praying that i could get Dist for IA. in the end, i got an A- which is good enough. im stil happy for myself. like what LT said, no matter what is the grade like, life still move on and we still need to study hard for this sem and the rest of the sems. im contented with my A-. now, im one step closer to my goal. i will strive for the best and will not skive at work.

wish me more luck puri. love ya. bless me and people around me =)

goin to CNY soon..... =)

new hair style , new life

2009-01-03T17:44:00.002+08:00

finally after so long (almost a year), i cut my hair. long yet short. auntie helped my done a herbal dye for my new hair style. love my hair style and colour now. =) somemore so cheap. LOL. haha.

LIM YA LING is going to lead a new life!!!

- more hardworking
- more organize
- better temper
- etc (LOL)

time to make a new year resolution and update my Vision Board. =D

cant wait for school to start. first time in my life i longing for school to start. LOL. human is nv content and satisfy with what he/she has. when you are working, you wish that you could be schooling. when you are schooling, you wish that you could be working. when you have gone through both, you wish that you could sit at home slacking and doing nothing and money will appear in your pocket. haha.

flu getting better le. hope i can recover totally before school start.

puri bless me and everyone. =) love ya

SoftBank 931SH

2009-01-02T11:28:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! i saw this amazing handphone from japan. it almost like iphone but it has better and more function than iphone. and now im so tempted to get it.

this is a japan Sharp SoftBank 931SH phone! but it's so exp! 840bucks =(. need to go through some discussion with hubby tonight to see if he allows.

check out the spec of this phone here. http://mb.softbank.jp/mb/en/product/3g/931sh/index.html

do you think i shld buy? considering the spec, function and most importantly the price.

HNY 2009

2009-01-01T09:54:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2009!!!

the last day of 2008, i met up with my 'long lost' friend, gela. =) finally met her up after so many months. thankfully not years. haha.

today the first day of 2009, and i fall sick. =( sore throat. sch starting soon, pls pray that i get well soon. mayb watch movie later, transporter 3. i have so many movies in mind to watch. twilight light, eep mun, bedtime stories, ponyo on the cliff by the sea etc. omg $_$.

wishing everyone a veri happy new year 2009. let it be fruitful and happening =D

muack puri. love ya. bless me and everyone. hug.

NS + Batam

2008-12-20T19:00:00.003+08:00

Night Safari is so fun! maybe it's my first time there. LOL. waiting for LT to pass us the photo. it been a very unique experience. haha. sometimes, i really if people are 'blinded' or 'deaf-ed' by their excitement. they do not understand simple english and simple sign asking them NOT to use flash for taking photo. Haiz. this happen when we are on tram and also when we are walking on trails. i'm so scare that the hyaenas and the tigers will jump out to attack us. LOL.

Batam trip is awesome! both the body and hair spa are so shiok and cheap. one hours hair spa for my long hair cost 14bucks and it really save my damaged dried hair. i love my soft and anti-frizz hair now =) the body spa is about two and half hours and it only cost 56bucks. gosh. shiok man! it include massage, scrubing, body steaming, body mask, milk bath + jacuzzi and intimate care. thumb up! but i dont like the intimate care coz the smell of the herb makes me nauseous. dont know is the herb or the heat 'there' cause this. anyway, it's fun and relaxing. the spa really make my skin clean, soft and moisturising. another wonderful thing for girls, the sanitary pads there is sooooooooooooooooooooooo cheap!!! i bought quite a number of sanitary pads back. LOL. the price is at least half the price of s'pore. hubby was so shocked by my bag of sanitary pads. LOL. haha. the famous body scrub (mandi lulur) there cost only 1buck lo. cheap! but the food there is disappointing even the A&W sucks. shakehead. will post up the photos soon =)

looking forward to next week BBQ and chalet =)

puri bless me and hubby and people around me k? muack. love ya

busy happenin months

2008-12-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

this month is going to be so busy and so happening! esp today. LOL

today, luckily hubby's dad told us about the change in the procedure for changing old photo for passport. with the effect of dont know when, when you passport have not expired but the photo are too old or what so ever that the custom officers cannot accept, you no longer able to use our passport and need to change to the new biometric one. this only applicable to old acient Singaporean passpost. so troublesome. i told it's the same like last time. queue up at the counter and give them your latest passport and they will paste and chop something on the passport. but now, they need you to renewal and change the passport. Zzz. the freaking passport no longer last you 10years and it cost 70bucks. -.- luckily, we made it in time to make the passport today and able to collect it before my batam trip. =D phew! rush like hell lo. coz we got to know this at 11 plus and we rush to train station. luckily, hubby's dad drive use to mrt station. board train at 1150 and reach ICA at 1230. 30mins before it closed man! the whole application and photo taking only took less than 20min. LOL. went to AMK and had late lunch at Suki Sushi. finally, ate my Cha Soba. so indulge in it man! and i forgot to eat my Chawanmishu. =( gonna hit Suki Sushi again to ease my crave for Chawanmishu!!!! wakaka

This Month Event:

17th : maybe going back to NYP for some bubble-tea talk
18th : dental + collection of my passport @ ICA + Night Safari with NTU mates
19th : SeafoodSpa Batam trip (1D) + Snapping sessions
20th : ??
21st : '汤圆' day!!! going gran's hse for my fav 汤圆 =D
22th : ?
23th : ?
24th : BBQ @ my blk with buddies
25th : Christmas! '...all i want for Christmas is you......'
26th - 30th : Chalet with '姐妹'
31st : Last day of 2008

omg! i love this kind of life man. no school and no work. so gooooooood~

puri love ya. bless me and the people around me. muack

freeeeee

2008-12-04T18:22:00.003+08:00

i'm officially free now!!! no need work tomorrow. wahaha

supposingly tomorrow is my last day. but since BL and Wayne on leave and they have nothing for me do, my Sup ask me to go off today. luckily, i brought my gifts for them today. sadly, im unable to pass the gift personally to Auntie Helen and Jimmy. i love the people here and i told my Sup that i wanna come back to work in our dept after i graduate. hopefully by then the economy will be better and our dept can expand =) i'll miss the people here. they are so nice and they make my IA so fruitful and fun. i really had a pleasent stay here. i will never forget their guidance and kindness. love the journal pen that BL give me. so sweet of her. muack!

i have been signing in and out throughout my IA and today i forgot to sign out. LOL. sms-ed Sharon gal to help me. haha. Sharon gal is a sweet babe. during our IA, she made names' sticker for us and today, she give me a goodies bag with choco and sweets. im really glad to meet her. somemore, she used to be hubby's classmate. haha. cya in school people!!!

hope i can pass this sem wil flying colours =) and so do the rest of the sem.

love puri. bless me, hubby and all my friends

puzzled

2008-11-24T19:28:00.002+08:00

nowaday, climbing few flights of stairs somehow kills me. i tink my health is deteriorating. like today, climbing up to the 2nd floor and i'm like panting like hell when i reached and talked to Sup. sometimes, when i walking and chatting with hubby, i run out of breath during our chat. is there anything wrong with me? i think is time to do some exercise and some checkup.

sometimes, i'm so afraid of dying coz there's so much things that i have not fulfill in my life. but sometimes, i wish to die. LOL. contradicting and crazy me.

puri bless me. god bless me.

woot

2008-11-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

finally got time to blog.

My First Foray to Zouk!!! =)

went to ladies' night at Zouk on wed. sx's birthday celebration. went back at 1am with sm via her parent's car. slept at around 2+am and wake up at 7am for work. but surprisingly, i not sleepy at all during work. going to raid again soon,with hubby (hopefully). =)

time to rush for my final report. bless me puri =) love.

sucky

2008-10-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

this is not a nice week for me.

sucky.

incriminated

2008-10-30T10:27:00.002+08:00

next time pls check everything and make sure YOU have enough evidence to state your pt. do not anyhow incriminate people even though im just a student. damn pissed! no mood to elaborate what happen. arghhhh

W helped to clear the mist in this incident, if not sup will have a wrong idea of everything. but stil hope it do not affect my result. if not, i'll condemn YOU!

2008-10-27T11:23:00.002+08:00

miscommunication?

or is it one of us forgot wat we've said?

next time record the whole conversation down.

pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssseddddddddddddddddd

4th yr anni

2008-10-12T10:16:00.002+08:00

celebrate our 4th yr anni early this year. went to habourfront cetre yesterday for dim sam buffet at dragon gate restaurant. yummy =) bought a couple watch. Levis this time.

time flies so fast. it's already 4 yrs. more to come =)

im crazy

2008-10-10T12:24:00.001+08:00

i seriously sick. sick emotionally and mentally. my moodswing is extreme. sooner or later i'll get depression. LOL.

anyway, i'm fine now =)

bless me puri. hug

fine

2008-10-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

everything is fine now. it is the problem with me being to sensitive and think things too complicated.

everytime something bad happen, it is always my fault. that's what i feel. it seems like whatever things that ppl do and for the same thing i do, the outcome is different. if i did that, i will be my fault and they are not at fault. WTH. YOU know what i mean. i dunno why at this point of moment, i feel that my life is so fucked up for the whole 21 years. sick of life. i'm tired of living. i always wish that i'm better off dead. the best ending for everyone and myself. human live to suffer. i used to think that if i think more optimistic and be more happy and habour more hope in life, things will be better and life will be better. it seems like it's all bullshit.

OK! i dunno what am i talking about. i'm out of my mind. Ciao!

moody and upset

2008-10-09T09:39:00.003+08:00

i dunno what happen or did i did anything wrong. it seems like she is having grudges with me. even though she is not a really close friend nor direct colleague, but it bothers me when she treat me this way. i just merely ask her if she feels it nervous or scare when talkin to her big boss and she answered me,' why do i have to be scare? i did not do anything wrong or hurt anyone. why should i be?' she glare at me with a you-know-what-bad-things-you-did-to-me look when she answering me. i'm kind of taken aback. and out of nowhere, she telling us that she warned her cousin when he went out to work or be an entrepreneur, he should not do anything bad or harm anyone in order to survive. it seems no link to me and what she say seems to have hidden meaning. i asked BL if she feel that she acting weird lately but BL feels ok and BL told me that she is like that, a veri 'straight' person. i find it funny. i've been with her for lunch for almost 3months and it's the first time she's acting like tt. am i too sensitive or there's really some misunderstanding between us? or maybe i should not bother about this as i did not wrong to her nor anyone. 问心无愧.

puri bless me. love. ease my trouble and upset away.

2008-09-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

take a look at this

OMG Kitten OMG @ Yahoo! Video

isnt it cute? right, Ms Goh HN? haha

leave = tired

2008-09-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

took a half-day leave today. not to rest but to 'work'. end up more tiring than working. -.-

tidy up my wardrobe, drawers and table. wash some laundry and fan. vacuum and mop the floor. doing all these are worst than working. my back ache like nobody's business now. cant deny that im old already. LOL.

even though i've clear some tasks in my To-Do list but there's still alot more to go. shakehead. need more break. LOL. lucky im entitled to 5day paid leave for my IA. =D

im planning for my daily, weekly and monthly routine. i think i need to be more organised in my life. im planning for my future as well.

bless me puri. love ya. miss my friends

stress

2008-09-15T22:09:00.003+08:00

i'm so darn stressed

Reasons:
#1. I'm growing horizontally and my weight is shooting up like nobody's business.
#2. My To-Do list is overflowing with tons of undone tasks and chores.
#3. Running out of moolahs to buy my stuffs and i need to save up. (Don't know how m i going to spend and save at the same time)
#4. Worry about my grades for my Wk10 IA appraisal and how i could improve myself to impress my Sup and Prof.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... to many things to worry about. i am suffocating with lots and lots of stuffs to think and do. i need more time and break.

bless me puri. hug.

2008-09-13T08:59:00.004+08:00

woot. weekend finally here.

it's been a busy week at work and also, Prof come down on tues. everything went smooth and nice during the meet-Prof-with-Sup-session. no hiccups and all. lucky me. haha. Prof is so young and quite handsome. LOL. haha. quite a nice person. he keep asking me if i got things to feedback to him, tink he scare i kena bully at work. lol. haha. but no worries, im happy at work, people there are nice =) Prof passed the appraisal to Sup that day and Sup asked me what grade i wan. LOL. i told him the highest the better and he replied that this need to depend on my performance. he also asked what honour i intend to achieve and told him that 2nd upper and above. he also asked if the appraisal will affect my result and all and of cos, i told 'YA'. this sem (IA) is the only time i can pull up my cGPA. 我的生死就看这个学期.

ti gong po bi me pls. i hope to graduate with at least an 2nd upper class.

i intend to ask Sup if it is possible to do my FYP with the company. hope can. *cross my fingers*

i miss sweetie. sms her ytd to ask if she is free to meet up but she's too busy next week. sooo long nv meet her up already. take care babe. meet up soon k?

gtg puri. bless me. muack.

finally over

2008-09-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

雨过天晴 =)

everything back to what it used to be.

happy... harmonious... bonded... as ever

im glad and i thank god and heaven for helping.

flu and cough are stil bothering me day and night.

get well soon me.

Happy Teachers' Day ^^

by the way, i bought another 小灰 =D hehe. im gonna take alot alot of photo and make a better nicer skin for my blog. wakaka. time to hit IKEA, T3 , botanic garden/Zoo/Bird Park, boat quay and sentosa. anyone wanna join me?

lomo whore

2008-08-26T12:43:00.002+08:00

sick. down with flu and sore throat.

sad. hope miracle will happen.

everytin is making me miserable. wan to help but cant.

pls be enlighten.

hope to see an happy ending.

goddess mercy, pls bless everyone esp the lil one

2008-08-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

updated my blogskins =)

pls co comment =)

2008-08-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Pls have a subway branch at Northpoint! Pls~~~

Addicted to subway

too obsess in subway

'subway whore'

new experience

2008-08-02T21:26:00.006+08:00

it's being eons since i updated my blog. *sweeping away cobwebs* lol.

it have been 3weeks since im attached to 3M. place and people are nice. im so lucky and glad that im in my current dept. job scope are quite fun coz im learning stuffs that i have not encounter before. jia you =)

i went to apply for the trial promo for freshlook colour contact lenses. 4pairs of one-day contact at 15buck. i din know that they gave me 4 diff colour and when i went to order i told the guy that i want grey. today happily i try on the contact lenses without knowing that i worn two diff colour lenses on my two eyes -.- until i took out the lenses juz now den i realise that i worn one blue and one green on each of my eyes. diaoz. stupid me man. no wonder the lenses din look grey to me and i thought they give me wrong colour. and now i hv half a pair of blue and half a pair of green and i need to wear these halves again. LOL. somemore, mum and LT din realise abt my colour lenses on my eyes until i ask them -.-

now trying to get another trial offer by using hubby's name. haha. hope and 'smoke' thru. lol. i so cheapo man. geez.

puri, bless me, hubby and my frenz. wish me good luck in my attachment =)

gtg. muack.

im glad that u hv email me. we will let bygone be bygone. we learn for our mistakes and cherish others even more. u will always b my fren and i stil care for u. miss u. take care

2008-07-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

today, i went for a skin and hair test at Amway this afternoon, with bro. we talked alot about his police job (NS) now. i feel that his job is quite ok and i'm considering of join the police force(of more HR side)after i graduate.

the test result for my skin shown that my skin are dry and lack of sebum and moisture. all along i thought that i have oily/combination skin. no wonder the clarifying set seems to dry up my lips terribly. now, i have change my set to the moisture rich and my old clarifying set passes to my bro to use coz he has oily skin. after one usage of the moisture rich set, my skin feel so moist. wakaka. anyway, my hair result turned out to be surprisingly good. no sign of hair loss but slightly dry and damage which require the use of hair treatment mask. i always thought that i have sign of loss hair but the result turned out otherwise. =D

Ms Dolly talked alot to me when my bro was having his test. the Amway job seems so tempting man. she is now a FDD earning 3.5K and an annual bonus of 53K. damn it man. so much. and she seems so free now. her job now seems to be having coffee talk to people. LOL. and one more thing, she juz came back from a 16days Alaska cruise and this whole trip is totally free and paid(sponsor) by Amway. they even gave her allowance for this trip to shop. omg! so shiok. this coming Dec, Amway is sponsoring another trip for them to Japan. OMG!!! ok, back to subject, she is a nice lady and throughout the talk, she also taught me alot of other things like values in life and etc.

in one day, i got so many choice of job i want to get in. LOL. not forgetting abt HP also. haha. tink now all i have to do is work hard during this upcoming IA and score an A =)

puri bless me. i love u. muack.

thank you

2008-06-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

juz came back not long ago from my b'dae celebration with my Uni chaps.

have our dinner at 日本村 at The Cathy. im so touched by LT's cookies. she specially made them by herself and got herself scalded. THX BABE! thx for the present, dinner and cakes, AND FREE CREAM MASK on my face. LOL. so touched for all the effort they put in for this celebration. I LOVE U ALL!!! MUACK!!! im glad to have u guys as my friends. you guys brighten up my dull and boring life in uni.

pictures will b update in later date. stay tune :)

gtg puri. love ya. bless me, hubby, my family and all my friends. big hugs

i GAY! again =)

2008-06-23T23:27:00.004+08:00

this is the best birthday for me. receive so many prezzie already b4 my bdae come. LOL.

items that i have received (in chronological order):
#1. LG Viewty (beloved Papa)
#2. 小黑(dearest Hubby)
#3. GUESS bag (dearest Hubby)

so happy. hehe. i'm GAY! again, hubby tis year so good buy so exp tins for me. haha. love him the best. haha. the GUESS bag was bought today when we go for shop shop.

we went praying b4 that and ate our lunch at Miss Clarity Cafe. sad that there was no candle-light lunch. LOL. after that, we went to shop a lil at Raffles City and that's where i got my GUESS bag. hubby bought himself a pair of Adidas shoes at Raffles Link. LOL. big hole in Hubby's pocket now but he claimed that '我什么都没有,钱最多'. LOL. ya right. 山穷水尽 more ba. haha.

tml goin to IKEA again. hehe. so happy. gonna get my new nicey bedsheet and etc by Hubby's credit. wakaka. Swiss Meatball, here i come!

will update my list of items again. *wink*

GAY!!!

love ya puri. bless me and hubby and our family and frens.

i'm so gay!!

2008-06-14T22:03:00.003+08:00

im so GAY!!! meaning HAPPY!!! wakaka

in one day, i receive two wonderful things =)

#1. dad bought me LG Viewty(assume that it is my 21st birthday prezzie). YEA!!

#2. i've fetch my 小黑 back.

wakaka. im so GAY!!!

exciting!

2008-06-12T23:15:00.004+08:00

goin to fetch 小黑 back on sat. cant wait to see him. goin to ask khloe to teach me how to take care of it and all stuffs. grinning away. hehe.

just emcounter a contridicting situation. puzzled.

dad says he going to get me a new hp but keep dragging it. -.- dunno which phone to take. LG viewty KU990? LG KF700? or Sony Ericsson W960i? any suggestions?

i wish.. i wish.. i wish..

rainbow

2008-06-01T23:31:00.001+08:00

雨过天晴

P.S I Love You, hubby

rainy days

2008-05-30T09:57:00.001+08:00

雨天.

请体谅我的雨天.

eyes swell.

head ache.

heart pain.

pls ease them.

i'm tired.

fuck up

2008-05-29T18:21:00.002+08:00

the last two tin which i wan it to happen are:
#1 cryin in front of ur fren abt such 'tins',
#2 cryin in the public.
and guess wat. it happen tgt today, consecutively. damn.

u decide ur choice and i bear the consequences of urs.

tins happen for a reason.

bad tins link to bad tins.

dun wish to talk abt it anymore.

fuck-up

2008-05-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

back to rave

actually not in the mood now to rave abt my chalet, but juz touch abit on that ba. came back from my 3D2N tour on sentosa island with hubby. we went to Merlion and took skyride. haha. hubby almost pee his pant when we took the skyride. he took the risk for my sake coz i really wanted to hv an experience of it. geez. the sarpino pizze there sucks. we made our own salad there. haha.

in quite a bad mood now. both angry and sad. haiz

hope by the time u realise and get enlighten, it wun be too late. im givin up in talkin to you. u decide ur own path that u wanna take, a person that u wanna b.

gd news

2008-05-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

back =)

good news to share. im being accepted into my dream company. as expected, weathering study is the project that i got in. im glad that i got that, at least, even though is not my desired choice. haha. thx god =)

next to worry is the results. it will be released in 5th June. oh, puri, bless me and pray hard for me pls. ATTRACT!!!

gtg. love all. hugs

speechless entry

2008-05-13T22:20:00.001+08:00

speechless entry.

no words can describe my thoughts now.

my new fren

2008-05-05T23:03:00.004+08:00

meet my new fren, booboo =)

hubby gave me this surprise today, after my interview. haha. it's been a long time since i receive a new bedmate. few years ago, i bought monkie. poor monkie now staying in the enclosed box. sry monkie coz u are too dirty 见不得人. haha. once i bring u to pong pong den we slp tgt with booboo k? hehe ^^. so happy. thx you hubby. MUACKZZZ~~~

ok. now say abt my interview. this is my first interview in my life. gosh! i almost pee my pants. haha. kidding. quite nervous initially but when im being interview, it's nt tt scary. total there are 7 of us, 5 gals and 2 guys. i met Farhan, Rajiv(i dunno is it spelt like this), charlotte and sharon. this 4 persons are from the other program. from our program, there are sun juan and xiao feng. intially, we had a mass interview with 4 of the 3M personnel from diff departments. after which 5 of us, the gals, went to another interview with the department that is having the weathering study as the project. rajiv alone went to another interview with the department of development. this is not the end, xiao feng, sun juan and sharon went to another interview with the department tt required us to do OT (i dunno wat is tt department called). when we are asked to leave, we were worried coz farhan nv go for any other interview other than the mass interview that we attend tgt. he told the lady tt he haven went thur any, the lady replied tt he's already being selected. gosh! he only need to went thru one mass interview whereas some of us like me went thru twice and others went thru thrice. lucky chap! haha. it's quite a new experience for me. i wish to get into the department tt required OT but i got a feeling tt i'll b in the department of weathering study. hmm. tink abt it again. it's better than getting nth. so wish me luck puri =) btw, sharon actually know me. LOL. haha. '你是冠霖的女朋友huh?' tt shocked me. haha. she stays in Yishun and she had seen me with hubby several times b4. and, charlotte is actually SM, Ann and Penny's pri sch fren. oh man! the world is so so so small. haha.

so much of my rave and rant. haha. time to slp. feeling so 幸福. haha. made so many new frenz today.

bless me puri for my IA result(they say they will email us the result) and Exam results. love ya puri. muacks

relief yet another to worry

2008-05-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

phew! hell training is over!! yeah!!

but but but....

interview on this coming mon.

gosh.

bless and shower me with plenty and ampty of good luck and confident pls~~

really hope to get into this company. puri, bless and pray hard for me pls. thx =)

law of attraction!! ATTRACT~~~

wahaha.

time to meet up with old frens soon.

im glad to have Ms SeaH as my veri best fren cum god sis. have been tgt since sec sch. love here sooooo muchie.

im glad to have Ms Tan as my sweetie. miss her damn much la. nv seen her for months man.

im glad to have my old frens still being there for me and not forgetting my new uni frens. one sem had gone. tt's fast. we went thru the worst sem and we survived. haha. hope we will get into the IA company tt we always wanted and meet up often ok?! meeting up and gathering will leave it to Ms Soo cum Idiot to organize. she's our Da Jie. haha.

gtg. puri bless me for my interview. hugs. muack.

2008-04-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

sick at wrong time.

help!!!

pray that i get well asaop b4 16th apr.

pls~~~

bless me. shower me with good luck and good health pls.

2008-04-09T10:01:00.002+08:00

im stil thinking of holga 120GCFN. LOL. there's an urge of me buying it. think will discuss with hubby again.

ytd was the last lecture of this sem. wouldnt be able to step into lecture hall again until next yr Jan. goin for IA. hopefully i did make a right choice of choosing 3M. pray hard that i'll get in and they will give me alot of their post-it note and etc. haha. kidding for the latter. juz hope i can get thru and pass the interview. get a place it in, pay me rather well and i'll perform my very best to get an A. *cross my fingers*. the priority now is my EXAMS! need to get down to business and prepare for hell training. hopefully, i will be paid off by my effort this time. im gonna put in alot alot alot of effort. no one can help u in the exam except yourself. 雅苓,加油! :)

gtg. bless me puri. love

2008-04-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

ranting time!

celebrated LT's birthday on thurs. gave her a big surprise. haha. are you touched by our sweet effort? haha. LT's mum cooking really damn nice la. slurp!

today, celebrate TW's birthday. play a big prank on him! haha. naive Guan Nyang! LOL.

hubby say that i have no self-confident. i agree. sigh. dunno what to do to myself. went thru so much that make me what im today, low confident. sometimes, i really wonder if hardwork really pay off anot. someone pls enlighten me! i've work so hard yet i dun get to see what i have expected. is it because my expectation too high or is it that i didnt put enough effort into it? need to ponder and so some soul-searching. lost.

EXAM ARE COMING!!! BRING BACK THE SPIRIT AND MOTIVATION THAT I USED TO HAVE!!!

think i need to work doubly hard this time.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, LIM YA LING!!!

LAW OF ATTRACTION!!!

ATTRACT!!!

*P.S remember what you pin on your vision board*

gtg puri. love ya. bless me pray hard for me. muack!

2008-03-25T17:24:00.002+08:00

need a long break!!! but it will be after exam. sigh.

have been day dreaming, dazing, staring into blank space, etc, lately. even if im talking on the phone with hubby. gosh man. what's wrong with me man!? where has my mind, my soul, my spirit gone to?! argh~

my weight has been elevating recently. gosh man! argh~ time to go on a diet and do some workout (as if i will). damn.

exams are coming. running out time. need to buck up le. bless me puri. hope i can do well this sem and pass with flying colours. LOL. save me and my CGPA!!!

too many things to worry. too many things to do. really need a long break before i go for my IA.

gtg and rush my report. bless me puri. hopefully can produce a quality report out tonight. love. muack.

*P.S im so into photography and image editing now. LOL.

touching

2008-03-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

just finishing watch a jap movie 恋空/Sky of Love. damn nice and touching show. as usual what i will react to such a touching romantic movie is to cry. keep crying non-stop near to the end. Hiro in the show is so romantic but a sad ending to him. love this movie man. 5stars to this movie. lol

goin to start my revision for exam soon. exam days are getting nearer and nearer. days of torment is getting close.得加倍努力了. 加油!!!

gtg. need to rush for my formal report and logsheet which are due on wed. dead!!!

love ya puri. bless me and hubby. =)

*miss my ah boo boo. dunno if he's able to book out tml night or not. if not need to wait for next weekend le.

i wan holga 120 GCFN

2008-03-15T12:51:00.002+08:00

i wanna get an Holga 120 GCFN badly. but nobody support my decision. so sad. giving it up i tink. sad =(

some of my friends start asking how am i going to celebrate my 21st brithday. hubby asking me also. i really have no idea. mayb just let it be like the past few birthday ba. low profile. i realise that what LT said was right. Get present that can keep for a lifetime is better than those that once u finish using it, it's gone. after thinking through this, i told hubby that i wont wan any treats or stuffs that cannot be kept for long. i wanna have some thing that i can keep it with me for a lifetime. memories are precious to me now that's why im so into photography now. i wanna capture those wonderful memories so that i wont forget them.

exam dates are getting close. my torment is goin to start soon and im lagging back in so many tutorials. need to buck up. so many things to rush. report, ppt slides, tutorials, blah blah blah. hate it man! i need a break.

need to get back to work. see ya puri. muack. bless me. hug hug.

HOLGA CAM

2008-03-10T19:36:00.009+08:00

i wan these holga cammy badly!!! :(
black is nice so are the silver one :(
argh!!!!

the effect are so damn nice la!
drooling!!!

shld i get one? hmmm.

need to consider the place to get the film and for the porcessing of the films.

burlington square! damn far. gosh.

how how!?!

i love it man can!?

hubby how~~~

puri tell me how!!!

yipee

2008-03-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

back after a period of mia. haha

went to the IT show today with hubby. bought a new lappy. lol. LG brand. kuku name right? haha. anyway, is the spec and the price that matters to me.

days aint easy in uni. gonna work harder le. bless me puri.

law of attraction~~~

gtg. bless me and hubby. hug hug.

clearing spiders' web

2008-02-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

it's being a really long time since i've updated. just plain lazy. LOL.

this year CNY had been a great one. valentine day not too bad except for the late gift. LOL. time really flies. CAs and exam are coming up soon. gosh! time to prepare the pull up my socks. just hope this sem will be a better one. results UP! UP! UP! haha. Jia you!

bless me* wink*

first day of sch: new beginning

2008-01-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of sch. even though it's a dread but i find it as a new beginning of my life. i have an aim to achieve. now, it is time to get back all my motivation and determination to do well in this sem. wont wanna get back the same pathetic result as last sem. i need to buck up and pull my socks. once a while do some reflection is very important. i realise what i really need to improve on in terms of attitude towards studies. i will work harder and harder each time. i aim for the moon so that at least i can drop on to stars =).

time really flies fast. 1 month work in centre end so hastily. i miss my lovable kids. Sherwyth, KY, SK etc. they just brighten up my days. cant wait for May holiday!

a year had past and it's a start of another new year. turning 21 in no time. need to reflect even more on my attitude and all. i hope that i will have a fruitful and happy 2008. learn more things in both IQ and EQ.

wish me good luck in whatever i do =)

love ya puri. bless me. muack

emo

2007-12-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

emo

沉醉在一个虚拟的世界里

一言难尽

insensitive at times

but i dont mean what i say

hopefully i didnt hurt anyone

pea-brain

Timbaland: One Republic - Apologize

kids

2007-12-08T13:03:00.001+08:00

one week has past. omg. one week nearer to school reopen. shake head.

it had been a fruitful week for me. kids just make my life beautiful.

hopefully, i can handle them and teach them well. will try my very best to do whatever i can.

suddenly have nth to say. lol.

bless me for the following weeks to come. miss all my frens. hug them.

puri bless me and pray for me for my results. 28th Dec is the day.

gtg. love all. muack

photo that make u drool

2007-12-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

as promise, i've upload the photos that i mention earlier on regarding the celebration

yummy pasta

K boxing

torment finally over =)

2007-12-01T11:53:00.001+08:00

yea!!! finally over. =)

ytd was the last paper. went to celebrate with lt, elina, lili, yp and zw after that. we went to waraku for lunch. the pasta was great. slurp slurp*. yum yum*. went for K lunch after that. sang til evening den came back. taken a lot of photo but all with elina. upload them she pass it to me =).

starting workin on monday at clementi student care =). even though it is quite far from my place but worth it. dealing with kids are much better than adults. (doin sales will b the last thought that come to mind). idiot lt keep teasing me, saying that it will b kids teaching me rather than i teaching them. LOL. haha. we'll c then. hopefully, i can do a good job in this. wish my good lucks. wahaha. KIDS, I'M COMING!!!!

will enjoy my life until results are released. puri, bless me with many many luck. dun wish to fail and repeat any subject. dun wish to get kick out. *pray pray*

this morn went to swim for awhile with hubby and his bro. it's been a veri long time since i've exercise. fats are building up under my skins and metabolism are getting bad to worse. need to exercise more frequently if not i will grow horizontally in no time.

missing alot of my frens. sweetie, mentos man, seraya's colleagues and my best sis. goin to catch up with them soon.

gtg. bless me in work and studies (results). muack. hearts all.

hang on

2007-11-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

left with the last paper. HANG ON!

cant wait for exam to be over. terrible days. it's a torment to me =(

had been very unhappy for the past few weeks due to exam stress and all. finally, it gonna be over but stil got the last paper. i'll be hanging on! jiayou!!

people pray for me that the exam result wont be too terrible. pray that i can pass and not kick out of U.

puri bless me and pray for me. hopefully the last paper will be do-able. thermo, mat sci and maths are horrible. for these 3 exam papers, i think i'll flung them badly. just pray for me to pass them pls. bless me for my HRM and applied chem too.

missing all my friends. =( too tied up with exams. sorrt people

gtg. love ya puri. muack.

long long time

2007-10-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

gosh! it's been eons since my last entry. LOL =x

one word to describe my life now. HECTIC. alots of CAs and exams will b up in a month time. damn. feel so stress!! stress because im not feeling any stress from upcoming CAs and exams. FREAK! lost my motivation to study. need to retrieve those feelings back asap. dun wan any shock or stun after exam when i look at my result. no slacking anymore. need to buck up asap. pray for me puri. im worried for myself not being working hard enough.

life has too many things to worry about. somebody ease all my worries pls.

poor hubby having a veri tough time now. lack of slp this week for him. jia you k?

miss poly life.

tired. lethargic. metally ang physically.

gtg. love ya puri. muack. hug hug. pls bless me and hubby. pray hard for us.

gosh

2007-08-24T18:12:00.001+08:00

yoz! back =D

sch had been quite exciting for the pass 3 weeks. finally is friday. life have been veri busy and hectic, yet fun. so far stil able to cope with work. hopefully i can stil able to manage in the next 3years. one thing is, i wish that 1 day can be more than 24 hours!! i have not time to finish my tut!! gosh man. hmm made a new friend today during lab. her name is yueping. a soft-spoken and nice gal from SP. heard that she's the only one from her course in MSE. poor thing. me and liting decided to ask her to join us and the gang in the future.

miss my baby boy. poor baby. muz jia you k? i love u for all my life. few more weeks to ur POP and u will b free from tekong.

gtg. love ya puri. bless me and hubby k? muack

adjusting

2007-08-10T11:34:00.000+08:00

back to rave.

sch started already. feel abit lost. think due to the new lifestyle. need time to adjust myself. so far all the lessons i attended are stil ok. im stil able to cope them. haven start to do my tutorial. starting them this weekends i promise. need to work real hard. luckily, got some frens with me in the same course. liting will be my buddy for the rest of this 3years. haha. she's a nice gal. very helpful. glad to know her. not forgetting lili also. my classmate in poly. she's a nice lady too. im so lucky!! =)

hubby book in last nite. wont be out until next week. he's having his field camp tml. goddess mercy pls bless him safe and sound. poor baby. i have belief in you that you will make it thru. jia you.

feelin so upset now. war at home. bro n dad. haiz. just dunno wat to say. fate and destiny brought them together but leaving their bond in gulf apart. dunno who to blame. guess each of them have a part to play esp granny. honestly speaking, i hate granny. bcoz of her, so many uproar and turmoil had been created. even now she doesnt live with us but the roots of all this uproar and turmoil are stil within us. bro become like that all bcoz of her. mayb partly is dad's fault. but what dad's become also bcoz of granny. so it all boils down to granny's fault. but sometime, i cannot enudre my heart to hate her. haiz. just dunno what to do. just hope that things will get better between bro and dad. i wish that they cld talk things out peacefully. goddess mercy bless them pls.

goin off to prepare for sch. travel 1hour and 15mins to sch just for 1hour lect today. ZzZ. meeting sweetie later. we heading vivo to find my Reese's peanut butter cup :)

cya soon puri. pray and bless everyone around me k?

it's been eon

2007-08-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

rant and rave.

it's been eons since i've updated. life is getting busier each day. i can foresee my life in the next few years. hectic will b the best word to describe it. sch is starting veri soon. next mon. gosh. time flies reali fast.

juz ended my 9 and half months work in seraya on tuesday. memories and friendships are what i've gained. my colleagues are reali nice towards me. they dote and care for us alot, esp Papa Leong aka President of the Porta cabin. he always buy snacks and tibits for us. not forgetting YY and CF, they are our Mummys in the office. they are reali nice persons. missed them so much.

tuesday is also someone's big day. haha. happy birthday sweetie. went out with my sweetie for dinner after work. went ate ajisen. yummy. chilled out for awhile and head back home. gal, jia you and work hard k?

went for QET test ytd. i've tried my best. hopefully can one time pass. reali pray that it will. dun wanna take anymore modules. im overloading!! got 9modules this sem and two of them is maths. gosh. im fainting. somemore my timetable sucks big time. haiz. dun wish to talk abt my sucky timetable.

today went for two orientations. one for CoE (college of engi.) and other is my course one. have a better understanding of the system in sch but think i need to meddle more of it to reali get the hand of it.

last few days of enjoyment. need to prepare well for sch as well. pray for me puri.

gtg love. bless me. muack

whooo

2007-07-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

rave and rant. whoo lala~

3days more =D

finally.

miss my love so much man!

poor baby. book out time postpone from 8pm to 9pm. stupid commander punished them for falling in too slow. sayang. dun worry. no matter how late i'll b waiting for you my love. jia you.

ok. now goin to update what i did over the weekends. went out with gela sweetie on fri night and sat. shop till we really drop man. gosh! haha. fri night we went to marina square and paragon. bought two top from dorothy perkins and a bag *=x*. we went to bugis on sat. bought a belt, a pair a earring and a pair of shoes. after shop, we wanted to go to blu jazz to chill but need to have entry tics due to band perform. promise sweetie that i'll bring her there on her b'dae =). went over to starbucks instead. went back after 10plus. instead of goin home i went to sm hse for mahjong. haha. slept over there from 6am to 11am. after which i went home to wash up and went to find mum. ate crabby!!!! *slurp* nicy wor. yummy.

goin for yummy treat tonight again *grinning widely* colleagues treats. haha. farewell dinner. will update soon.

gtg puri. love. bless hubby and me k? hug hug. muack

am waiting

2007-07-19T09:13:00.000+08:00

back.

i miss my beau. he had been away for less than a week and i missed him like crazy. days without him are so damn bored. lost with out him. each day is getting harder and harder for me to live on. but for his sake, i'll pull thru. so will he, rite hubby?

wish me all the best ba.

am waiting for my prince.

tata. gtg.

waiting

2007-07-16T09:16:00.001+08:00

back to rant.

work had start again. monday blue. no mood to work at all. haiz.

hubby had be away for 4 days already. miss him so terribly. he's my life. meeting him is my daily routine. working life sucks even more now coz when i go online no one chat with me. before hubby went to army, he will keep me occupied with his nonsense during work when im online. miss his nonsense. hope he's doin well inside. i know that it's tough but we will make it thru k? =)

gtg. puri bless me and hubby k? love ^^

lost without you

this day had come

2007-07-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

this day had come.

hubby went in to army. i didnt cry coz i dun wanna make him feel upset and worried. i feel proud of him. MY HUBBY IS A NINJA =D. dun wry hubby, u'll make it thru =)

went to chalet from 9th july to 11th july =). we stay in sentosa kampung hut. cheap and nice place. i love it! we tour around taking the RED line bus( double deck bus with a open-air at the top deck). we walk around sentosa in the nite. we also stroll along the beach during the day and nite. nite view of sentosa was amazing. beautiful and gorgeous! we watch the 'Song of the Sea'. a veri show. it uses water spray and laser light to create a 3D effect of the catoon. went to play paint ball on 10th july with Mr goh and all. nice game! love it but i left me with muscles ache till now. lol.

a picture speaks a thousand words

i need to live independently from now onwards. jia you =)

goddess mercy, pls bless hubby~~ puri pray for hubby to k?

gtg puri. love love.

days are numbered

2007-07-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

back!

off on tuesday and wednesday for MC. lol. haha. went to watch Transformer on tuesday. super duper nice show to watch. haha. finally i get my VISA mini and linked it to my acct. now i can shop world-wide online. haha. getting myself some tops online without a singapore medium. which means i contact the TW seller directly for the items that i wan to buy. hmm. *grinning away*. hubby will b mad over this i suppose. =x. LOL. heez. but shopping is my hobby, dude. geez.

went to settle my TFL on wednesday wif dad. went over to causeway point to shop for awhile while i wait for LT. tried on an Espirit red lacy top. like it but stil considering whether to buy anot due to the price. =)

it is so wonderful to wake up late. LOL. today, im back to work. again. yawnz. colleagues(including ms ang) treat me KFC and bought me a cake! gosh man. touched. big thank-you to u guys man! haha. i suppose this is a early b'dae celebration for me as i wont b around next week. anyway, u guys rocks! thanks so much for everytin =D

taking whole week off next week to accompany my beloved. days are numbered. he's goin off to Tekong soon. need to treasure the time we have now. every seconds and minutes count. it will be 2 weeks without him. how to survive?! gosh. guess no matter wat i need to adapt to the days without him. hugz.

alot of words are hidden in me. who can i pour to? i need someone to lend me a listening ears. ppl around me are getting lesser. did my name ever resound in their mind? m i being forgotten? *shrug*. shakehead.

getting so emo now. shakehead. mayb im crazy now. bleahx

gtg. love puri. bless me and hubby k? love and hug

revolution over the weekends

2007-07-02T09:08:00.000+08:00

*jumping around with a smile on my face*

wakaka =D

i'm happy!!!! heez

revamp my room on sat afternoon. it looks so cozy and comfy now and i gave up my thinking of goin for hostel application. told hubby about that and he's alright with my decision. i try out for the first semester and if i reali cant cope den i'll apply hostel for the following semesters. damn happy woth my 'new' room =) all sweat and perspire that me and hubby lost are worth for this 'new' room.

sunday when to find mum to take my new phone ^^ K810i. YEA! hehehez. went to bugis (si ma lu) with mum and lil cousin. after that went back to wai po's hse for mahjong. won 20bucks. hehehez. after which i went over to aunt hse to take the cosmetic box to put some of my stuffs. waited for hubby at aunt hse. met hubby at AMK hub to buy my room's curtain. love my room even more after i hang up the curtain. wakaka.

grinning in satisfaction. =D

enough of my raving.

gtg. love hubby. love mum. love my room. love puri. love all. hehe. bless all too! *wink*

a fruitful thursday nite

2007-06-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! =)

ytd went to a japanese restaurant for buffet. Papa leong's treats =D. hehe. the snow crab is so damn juicy and fresh. drool~~~ geez. missed mum calls when i was eating, too engross in the delicious treats. called her back when i saw her 5-missed calls. these is our conversation(in chinese) ...

mi: 'ma, u call ar?'

mum:'call u so many time never picked up. wanna ask u abt ur phone. is it K810i?'

mi:'ya. K810i. y?'

mum:'so exp. where got $399, is $499 leh. somemore sunday we go buy, the GST increase le'

mi:'den how? den just now u nv buy?'

mum:'got la. got la. buy liao la'

mi:'buy already ar? Yea! okok.'

mum:'sunday come down early hor. bring me go 四马路''

mi:'okok. will de. bye'

hehe. moral of the 'story' is my mum is so nicey!!! haha. AND, there's no free lunch in the world. to get the K810i, i need to sacrifice my beauty slp and wake up early in the morn to accompany mum to auntie-shopping. lol. haha. but worth it!

last nite i got to know something i never know. the fact of a 'story'. dun wanna mention abt it. i also got to realise alot of things. i reflected on my life. i ask myself in secondary sch, which friend of mine is the truest, and in poly, who will it be. truest means whatever they tell u is true and they does not make up stories in whatever they say. i dun mean other of friend are liars. juz that these two friend of mine (sec sch and poly), they show their true feelings and true self in front of ppl. they dun hide. since they dun hide from me, i wont hide things from them.

told hubby abt the fact of 'story' and what i 'realise'. he didnt react much coz he dun wanna bother abt the cast in the 'story'. for me, im just shocked but i didnt wanna bother. and for what i 'realise', this is what i conclude. friends come and go. only true friend will stay with you, be it in the form of memories or by your side. hubby say that sometime some friends you met are just acquintance. they need you only when they are need you in some ways. this word is '利用'. im not angry coz im simply too lazy and mentally tired abt it.

im glad i realise and know so many things last nite. =)

gtg. love. puri bless hubby and my two truest friends =)

大清后宫

2007-06-27T09:23:00.000+08:00

yoz! back

damn bored during weekdays. no life. cant wait for weekends to come. working life really sucks.

currently im watching this show call 大清后宫. i feel that it's a veri nice show. the story is something like 金枝玉孽 and 大长今. more towards 金枝玉孽 i think. but the casts in 大清后宫 are prettier and younger than 金枝玉孽.

recently i was thinking of changing handphone coz mum has a 100bucks voucher. should i change? should i get nokia or sony ericsson? N76? K810i? or wait for K850i? gosh! should i change? coz my current phone is only abt 8months old. hmm let me think abt it ba.

puri, pray for me and hubby k? NTU appeal result out soon i think. bless us pls, goddess mercy. =)

gtg. love all. ^^

Cute~ Kawaii~

2007-06-26T08:50:00.000+08:00

some videos to share ^^

i love shih tzu~~~

i love bunny~~~

i love hamster~~~

conclusion: i love pets! ^^

no tolerant fro such unreasonable act

2007-06-25T09:02:00.000+08:00

yoz! back to vent my anger. LOL

poor hubby. if i were to be there, i wun let such tins happen. i'll make sure i kicked their ass, slap them upside down. at least rebut by pushing them onto the ground. haiz. forget it. what happened had happened. next time if i see them i sure criticize them sarcastically. this aint a gentleman act. nvm. like what you had said, heaven has eyes. karma do exists. they will have their retribution.

it's monday again. work as usual. bored. zzz. cant stop my shopping itch! i need to spreeeee! LOL.

god pls bless hubby.

gtg. love. puri pray for me too. hug hug

back to boring life =(

2007-06-20T16:19:00.000+08:00

yoz back to rant! =)

just came back from Kukup. nice trip! enjoyed alot. ate alot. haha. missed the fireworks! the fireworks are just so gorgeous and magnificant. lol.

went to yew yang's hse on sunday. ate her home-cook laksa. is so delicious man. drooling right now when i think of it. lol. haha. definitely a succulent treat! =D

started to watch 女人我最大 recently through crunchyroll. a damn nice show man. it teaches ladies how to take care of their bodies i.e face, breast etc. it also teaches ladies to make-up in a right way and suitable for them. i learnt alot of body and facial care from this show and also some make-up tips (even though i don't make-up). hmm. is it necessary for a lady to put on make-up? i was thinking of putting some light ones (okay, i admitted that i was seriously being influence by the show which made me wanna try to doll up myself *opps).

started to use some facial masks recently because my skin is getting worse. pimples are popping up on my forehead. so i bought some danity design face masks to try on since alot of people recommend that. i bought citronella, aloe vera, lotus, lavender and collagen. i tried citronella abt 5 -6 times and it is really good. it helps to reduce the swell and redness of my pimple. tried a collagen one last nite. feel great man. skin feels so soft and supple after that. i think my pimples dried up after using it. the collagen one helps to reduce the swell of my pimple as well. goin to try the lotus, aloe vera and lavender one soon. hubby tried the aloe vera one and he feel good too. his dry skin get moisturise after using the aloe vera one. the packing doesnt look attractive but the content (mask) is really good. thumbs up!

im back to my boring life. work. actually i came to work without work given to me. it is only recently that i'm so 'free'. LOL. some of the time i will b given some 'admin work' to do, i.e photocopy, binding etc. luckily, i managed to eacape from the 'fate' of scanning document. LOL. haha.

alot of things went through my mind recently...
'should i quit at the end of this month(June)?'
'should i buy a new laptop since my bro will sponsor me 200bucks? at the same time we not need share MY laptop'
'should i buy a camera since i do not have one? moreover hubby promised to sponsor 200bucks for it'

alot of questions like this pop-up every now and then. 'should i this', 'should i that'. gosh.

gtg. love all. bless me puri =) muack.

ntu

2007-06-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! =)

today morn just went to south academic comples at ntu, for medical check up. the campus is so damn big lo. nyp campus is just a fly compare to it. gosh. haha.

mentos man goin army le. short notice to mi. no chance to meet him up b4 he go in. MR ONG, pls contact mi when u come out hor. always forget mi. humph.

tml goin kukup le. 2D1N. YEA~ enjoy!!! *wink*

gtg. haha. love.

my life...

2007-06-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

yoz. =)

life is as usual. Boring. work and slp. luckily, office hour can slack abit. SHOPPING ONLINE. =D. buy quite a number of stuff. heez.

hubby not workin le. music is my only companion during my journey to JE.

GSS is here already! but i haven hit the shopping mall yet! gosh! how can i miss it?! but im too lazy. moreover, hubby is a lazy bum. he dun like to shop. men are all like tt. they shop for tins when they NEED tins URGENTLY. women shop for CRAVINGS. LOL. haha.

gtg. love. bless mi. appeal result not out yet. pray for mi, puri.

my veri first meal at Fish & Co.

2007-06-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

yoz. back again. finally weekends. LOL. thurs was vesek day. enjoy myself alot. had a succulent treat for my hard work for May. LOL. got my pay le ^^

had my lunch at Fish & Co. with hubby after bai bai. hubby ate black pepper sting ray and as for mi, i ate new york's fish and chips. i prefer hubby's one. mine is not bad also but because they fried the fish with cheeze, it taste abit 腻 if you ate too much. we order sharkie freeze. mi and hubby thought it's gonna a small to regular size of drink but it turn out to be in an ENORMOUS size! gosh. in the end, we only manage to finish half to three-quarter of it. i never thought that the drink is gonna be that BIG size. LOl.

in all, we spent about 30bucks for our hearty lunch. =) next will b pepper lunch ^^. i miss the curry beef rice from pepper lunch.

MISS ANGELA TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DID YOU VISIT MY BLOG??????????? NV TAG AT ALL!!?? =( meet you up soon k? hmm alot of tins to catch up

MR ONG PANG LEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU HERE EVEN ONCE????????? Y NO TAG???

my blog is like a tomb where ppl only visit once in a year. 清明节. LOL. look at my tagboard! how long ago did ppl tag on it. shakehead.

gtg. love puri. muack. bless me for my appeal ^^

life

2007-05-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

yoz. back here again to rant! haha

watched Pirates ytd. 3hr show. gosh. the show too lengthy until im being confused wif the story. lol. but after some explanation from hubby, tins get abit clearer. =). not a bad show. hopefully this is not an end of it. i tink LOTR is still the best show. ^^

some quotes to share. hope it knock some senses out of some of you. ^^
"So it is very easy to give up and just go with whatever is given to you. But do you want this kind of life, this kind of attitude forever?..."
"How can fate trust you with bigger assignments, bigger dreams, if you give up so easily??..."
"if you allow your despair to overtake you now, this despair will follow you for a long time in your life. You cannot tell the world how to do things, you can only tell yourself how YOU can do things..."

it is true that sometimes life lost its direction and fate just cant stop meddling. but do not give up. tink about ppl around you, your family, your friends. strive for their sakes. miracles do happen but you need to work on it in order for it to happen.

just send in my NUS appeal. hope there's some chances. pray hard that either ntu or nus grant my wish. pray for mi puri. love. bless mi ^^

gtg. love puri.

random ranting

2007-05-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

yoz. back again. hoping days could be better day after day. working life aint good. boredom. not reali bored at work but is the traveling time. basically, i need to dray myself out of the bed every morn. getting up 5plus in the morn aint my style. omg! i starting to grumble le. =x opps

okok back to subject. as promise, i've upload the songs that i mentioned in the few entires back. Byul (star) and Maria by Kim Ah-Joong. i get to know these songs through the movie, 200 pound beauty. nice show, nice song. thumb-up ^^

these are the lyrics for that two songs. of coz, it's in english. i doubt u guys can read korean. LOL. haha. i dunno as well =x

Kim Ah-Joong - Byul (Star)
the wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly
too many to count, the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

Kim Ah Joong - Maria
Let's start now..getting hotter a little bit at a time
Ooh...Don't be scared
The sun that is spread out in my sight brightens up the road
Ooh...Don't ever stop
Maria Ave Maria
I'll fly all the way up to those white clouds
Maria Ave Maria
Without minding those strong waves

Miracles spread out like this in front of my sight
Ooh..Don't ever stop
Maria Ave Maria
I'll fly all the way up to those white clouds
Maria Ave Maria
Without minding those strong waves(Maria)

My stopped heart
It thumps to the extend that I can't hold it
Maria Ave Maria
I'll fly all the way up to those white clouds
Maria Ave Maria
Without minding those strong waves
Maria Ave Maria
I'll fly all the way up to those white clouds
Maria Ave Maria
Without minding those strong waves

these lyric are veri meaningful, aint them? hmm

gtg. miss me. love ya puri. bless mi k?

good food for this whole week

2007-05-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

yoz. back again =) geez

im gonna be real fat soon. this whole week i ate too much good food already. LOL.

Pizza for lunch on monday: Pizza Hut delivery

Steamboat and etc for dinner on wednesday: porta cabin gang held a farewell for GZ. we went to a Hainanese restaurant at Golden Mill. ate steamboat, Hainanese chicken + rice, Hainanese pork chop, hainanese fried beadcurd, satays and etc. yummy

whole day good food on friday: seraya's farewell lunch for MH,GL and GZ. ate Pizza, sushi, chicken wing. for dinner, i ate chicken baked rice ffrom swensen

homecook meal on saturday: morning went to wai po's hse. need to bai bai wai gong. so aunt cooked alot of nice food. i tasted all the dishes like 'pi pa duck', chicken, prawn, vege, wu xiang and alot more. yummy. dinner was settled outside wif hubby's family. ate nonya's fish. veri nice. slurp

buffet lunch on sunday: had home delivery buffet lunch at wai po's hse. celebrate belated mothers' day. haha. every year mothers' day always celebrate one week before the actually one. hmm this year buffet nt reali nice. the only dish i like is the oat prawn. hope next year the dishes will b better than this year. =)

had all kind of good food this week. need to cut down on all these. if not i will grow fat! lol. haha.

gtg. love ya. bless me puri. muack.

i wanna get a digital cam~~~!!!

2007-05-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

yoz. back to grumble. haha

now im in the midst of choosing what course to appeal. need to make a wise decision. hmm. prat for me puri.

i'd watched 200 pound beauty. nice show. i love the song 'Byul'. so soothing. will try upload the song onto my blog. ^^

i reali yearn to get myself one digital cam. i dunno what brand is good but i saw this two model from Sony cybershot, T20 and T100. i like the pouch for T20 but i like the red colour cam for T100. how??

btw, i've extended my contract till end of july. wise choice? but no much holiday for me unless i take no-pay leave. LOL. wish me gd luck k?

gtg. love. bless me k? muack